Really frustrated. Wanna Study?

SIMpple.. All i want is to be at ease.

2009-02-11T17:31:00.001+08:00

i changed it to one of the preset blog templates. No interest in maintaining this Blog. Boredom.
This is my last post. =]

nike expo sales, bbq

2009-02-08T12:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we headed to the Nike Expo sales at the SINGAPORE EXPO. Hmm.. not much to buy.. too typical.. We had to queue in order to get a chance to lay our beautiful hands on the items.. That is the escalator at EXPO using my bird's eye view..

BO-hair.

Beside the old Fuchun Primary building... me, James, Gason and Wei Jing went in the whole building was sealed... not much of a expedition... but hor.. when going back we all ran hahas... the last to get out will be trapped ahahs... hehe. but play play only the last person still got out.. den continue with BBQ liao...

All of Jia Yi's relatives have left the scene.. only left us.. but got two guys make us dulan.. he speak without using his wits.. maybe weeds.. He say james is a girl.. cos the sit got spray insect repellant.. damn.. Then we BBQ go and fan till very strong the other guy also said some nasty words.. too bad he went off early or else kena bitten up liao

PSP playing corner....hahas.
VALENTINE'S DAY IS AROUND THE CORNER~
lonely day again... spend it with friends hahas

a CNY dinner outSSS

2009-01-30T23:41:00.005+08:00

Another day.. This time i am settled in NGEE ANN polytechnic's ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING. Finally i can make an end to my books. hahas
Hmm... Today we watched THE WEDDING GAME at AMK HUB.
hahas. At first i tot i'm gonna be late cos by the time i finished my prep it is already touching 12.30.. hahas. I changed and took a cab to the venue... in the end reach too early. Then the Ba Jia Yu late so nvm i change to buy tickets are a later time slot... =]
Ba Jia Yu today very EMO.. LOL.
DEN ate FISH&CO. PROCEED TO movies.. okay... it dissapoints me.. what to do?
My dad say go home first den go dinner so i went home to bath.. SHUN bian i change shirt hahas. sticky all over.

As for dinner it is held at TRADERS HOTEL.. At orchard.
this dinner is my uncle's Company' Dinner. they hold it every year..
There is the galleria below...

WE THE BROTHERHOOD AGAIN.

CNY RULES

2009-01-30T00:12:00.010+08:00

This years CNY rule over the previous. On the Eve I went home too early and never got the chance to have the first hand view of the Fireworks.... LOL. My cousin had bought Fireworks and Fire crackers worth over a 1000RM.. NO IDEA WHERE ON EARTH HE GOT THAT.
ANYWAY, The first day of CNY wasn't HAPPENING in the beginning... The FUN only start to burn when the youthful generation of THE YO's (Our surnames comes in different spelling, EG. Yeoh Yeo And Eo. You ask why? beats me..) set off to Tebrau Jusco Shopping Mall. At first we were planning to walk around but our stomachs beat us before we could even dominate the whole mall... SO! we went to the chinese restaurant.. forgottent eh name of the restaurant =\

Me and my COUZ chatting =]The Receipt.

The leftovers..
This is the luggage of FIRECRACKERS!

Examining the products. i wasn't present..The 138 SHOT FIRE WORKS

WE ARE MIGHTY MORPHING POWER BROTHERHOOD!

HEY! COME ON!

OUR SLEEPING MACHO

DANG? WO CAI WO CAI!

PIGGYBACK RIDE NO.1

PIGGYBACK RIDE NO.2
NIANG EH~

"I'm the spokesman for this fireworks, is there anything i can help u?"

The Two of us are like brothers... hahas. we grew up together =] last time ppl said we looked alike... hahas! Ain't the two of us CUTE?

The Youngest Member of the YO's

Is she sweet? hahs. She cried on the first day of CNY, because she didnt got to bet money with us! hahas. so adorable.

In KL The FATTY girl at the centre is my cousin. it was her birthday on the 2nd day of new yr.

In KL at the restaurant before heading back for JB. =]

WE LAU YU SHENG LIKE BARBARIANS >.<

This dish is super delicious... It tastes like SHARK FINS!

ANY TO VIEW THE FIREWORKS VIDEO PLEASE HEAD TO http://www.divinediary.com/2009/01/happy-chinese-new-year-fireworks-at-malaysia-worth-1000/
It is a web hosted by my cousin... =D

As for today hahas. We watched Love Matters. This movie thrilled me with its malaysia essence hahas.. I'm a malaysian thou... Hmm... It is all abt love... i mean making love and Discipline over Love. the best thing = HILARIOUS SHOW.

byes.

2009-01-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

My mane is frizzed. Outshone by the pride and glory of LEOS.
buried by plague.
applying my own burial without known respect.
TOTAL SHAME.

2009-01-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

PURPOSE: to give up

REASON: my longing to forget

PROBLEM: stubborn

SOLUTION: mute...

2009-01-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

I wish i was BORN AGAIN.
DISGUISED as a mute.
unable to speak even a SINGLE WORD.
LEAVE without a word.
with an GREETING END.
the WINTER to be part of my passe.
MASKed from the reality.
SHE CRIES not for me but for nothing.
i'm WORTHLESS.
a HERO of none.

maocniselcmwe;

2009-01-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

A minute ago i was fine... Now i'm totally broke down... tears are still in store. Not crying. Don't worry. I think i pissed her off. I think i made the wrong move. STALE MATE no one wins... Mind if i just vent out my own thinking? I didn't mean to lead anyone to mistaken me..

Had not blog for a few days.

cocked up with work.. even today.
surrounded by mountains of drinks and cartons.
shrouded by aunties and uncles.

ANYWAY I'M A STUBBORN PERSON OKAY? U WIN I LOSE. I NEVER WIN IN ANYTHING. I WILL NEVER WIN. THIS WILL LAST TO THE DAY MY TIME STOOD STILL AND MY BODY IS CREMATED.

BUSTED~!

c vs m

2009-01-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

My lastest addition to my tech gadgets... ACER's 4935G laptop. As u will be anticipating the pics of it very soon after the break. It boosts the lastest CENTRINO 2 technology but still lacks in processing cos i only bought the 2.26 processor instead of the 2.53 processor. Althought its Nvidia 9300 graphics card is kind of lack lustre in heavy gaming, it is capable of handling casual gamers. LIKE ME! hahas. Still Acer's new design concept really appeals to me... wahahs.

The multimedia touchpad glowing in the night.

The Power button.

Its keyboard spans like a normal desktop's but i had trouble coping with it when i first used.

the Power button again.

The screen is crisp and clear

Sorry for the brightness.. i used xenon flash on this pic which is too powerful.

As u can see my fellow piggy friend has problems with tucking in his shirt so we made him tuck in fully.. >.<

AHHAS? well lifes bored. its been days since i post..
i saw azruhil working at BATA at block 300++ just now.. adorable as usual? hahas.
Well... today i ran for an errand.
Went to bank nt to rob.. but withdraw US$1000 and exchanged to SG$ currency. after that go DBS deposit to savings account and slotted a cheque for my mum.
woots....
DEN sit at block 304 slack and eat till 3. met jie heng at Cwp den watch red cliff 2... hahas.
the lin Chi ling hor... somehow looks a bit like my friend... maybe im the only one feeling that way bah!
haha!
the movie is RECOMMENDED! pleae watch if u've watched the first episode. this sequel is definitely pleasing hahas.

sayonara~

Today she fell sick.

2009-01-02T13:48:00.005+08:00

Today woke up earlier than usual. 11.20am.
hahas. She fell sick and i went to fetch her home. Next time must choose the correct food. =)
During the NY countdown me and me friends nv went to fireworks-seeing. instead we were slacking like baboons, laying on tables gazing and teasing at TRANS. WOOTS they got APPLE! AND LONG NECK!

hahas.
typical tourist post.

Mcdonald's slacker no1. no.2 and the HAND.

Peace. to 2009. =x

2008-12-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

Some pics taken just a while ago outdoors... lol.

Ran Shao bah!

2008-12-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

My life today was bored? cos i got no sleep?
see the pics and judge my life.

2008-12-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

The Rear.

The Front.

HHHAS. This is the shirt i was aiming all along and found it at B.APE @ PLAY shop in bugis. It cost me $99 and i don't find it hard to splurge my money on the designer collaboration. I'm gonna wear it on CNY. No Doubt No second thoughts.

bugis and vivo.

2008-12-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

The Sea View from the restaurant.

me. covering my smile.

YEAH YEAH. Today morning got awaken by my parents. sian.
den washed the toilet and cleaned my bedroom. after that use com till 2.15 den Mosburger eat.

Bugis.
Shop but windows mode. hahas see see but in the end never buy. but i found the tee shirt i have been looking for a long time. My cousin was looking forward to buy the long sleeve shirt but nv succeed.

Vivo.
I tot dun need board the train den my cousin board le i was still standing there. had to wait for 5 minutes for the next to come. Longing to try Carl's Jr. Burger, very big size. No words to express. However the place was full house den nv got a bite of the burger. Go to saporo japanese restaurant. consist of 3 kinds of cuisine. from kyushu, osaka and hokkaido.
The seaview is pleasant only to thie point where u see constructions going on.
what ever it is.

Oh yeah i also saw the fleece le.. hope she likes it!
hahas. maybe my last present to her bah..... hais.

2008-12-13T12:24:00.004+08:00

Woots. was reading blog den came across irene's blog.
hehe.
and took the quiz also.. sheesh...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

not cool at all..

can you hear me?

2008-12-13T11:37:00.002+08:00

continue-ing from the previous post of photos.

The day before yesterday. A very long time since Jie Heng and Jin Sheng set foot in my house. hahas. We couldn't get the ticket to slumberland and the train left us at the platform. Sorting for an alternative, we go 7-eleven buy sandwiches and set out side the shop and eat. AFter that is the photo taking session. did u see our contact with the spiritual medium it is in bright white colour. woo~ and a nother pic with me and jinsheng beheaded. wakakakas.

That afternoon i BOMB ye qing out since she also sian. She dye hair lei. but eyebrow nv dye. looks weird. NVM~ kekekes. SAT at mosburger drink drink drink the large iced milk tea. den go toilet for like a dozen times? =\

After that me and Jin sheng go dwelling in the myterious caves of CWP? a place we are so familiar with until we turn sian. HEHEHE. Go Metro Ka Jiao Jing Ying. hahas. i suddenly appear in front of the cashier and HELLO~ ( her eyes pierced thru my throat ) and YQ say she pretty....in what way???

NTH to do den go LIM KOPI at toast box. the OTAK Thick toast not bad, but no where near the peanutbutter thick toast. JS keep on demonstrating the KFC's Jingel bell Jingle bell Jingle all the way until YQ starting going crazy and spotted superman in the sky?! woots. She laugh until so high that she is now unwell at home. hahas.

Fetch the Fishy go home. But ended up at AMK hub. WTF. reach home already 9pm. hahas.
watch little nonya a while den chat a while den watch little nonya a while. lol.

so tired..

what a sian/fun day.

2008-12-12T21:41:00.004+08:00

Food HAVEN.

2008-12-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

My and my cousin had a eating spree on Saturday! woots. too bad only photos of the chinese cuisine were took. I'm having panda eyes. hahas. Anyway, we ate in malaysia so it was considered as high class restaurant with hawker centre priced. The VIP area had to be booked in order to have a sit there. The view was gorgeous yeah~ hahas. My english is failing me.... hais.
Roasted Chicken and Char Siew. Roasted pork and Duck. Both are set meals. and a large bowl of herbal Bakuteh. After this meal we went to Ichiban and had another round. Monster class eaters! Barbarians with class! walked around the mall and ate again at Old town kopitiam. Old town kopitiam is famous in malaysia de hor.
Den yesterday, go Sizzling Stone Grill. Not bad but has a lot of improvements to work on also.

Coming Saturday, we're gonna bring our trump card along to feast again.
Next stop, Wong Kok Hong Kong restaurant and Kenny Rogers roasters or Swensens bah?

hahas.
Today went to Bugis with Fish and my cousin. Nothing much. finding for long sleeved shirt and also a jacket/ fleece that i'm gonna give it to someone as x'mas cum birthday present. hahas.
$100 that fleece costs not too expensive for such a brand. i dun wanna disclose what brand it is yet. =]

sayonara.

busy working.

2008-12-02T19:43:00.003+08:00

haven't been around this ground...because i was packed with lots of work. =] It has been really tiring. I mean mentally. physically i got used to the up and downs of carrying and pushing heavy loads. This job is basically an all-in-one for packer, picker and stock taker. Everyday will be the damn old schedule.. so i find it boring and might look for a new job cos i ain't in need of money.. Whatever it is i must get that Chrome Messanger Bag.

Anyway the pay is quite good for a student.

Today i only worked for 2 hours cos my stomach very pain but no SHIT! hahas. Wanna change a phone but it would cos all my money i have in hand. dang~ never mind.. Anyway the Xperia X1 is so darn cool. Gotta get my hands on it.. dirty it.. play with it.. blast it! I'm such a tech geek a stylish one. hahas

Now currently listening to big bangs songs.

the pool game was under grade.

2008-11-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11.19 and went to bath and wash up.
Got out and bought comics and met the others to play pool.
SIBEI SIAN. maybe i will not play pool for a long time. gonna stay away from it.
hais. what can i do to make things fun and interesting.
No matter how much effort i put in it doesn't seem to hit the benchmark. =[

imagination

2008-11-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

Men are creative creatures, they never fail to imagine themselves as a hero, an idol or someone else. And recently i've been imagining myself as a superhero. Lol. childish eh. Thats not a crime.
And a novelist too, got lots of inspiration to write on....

Another imagination was me earning lots of money and going home in a Ducati! woots hope it comes true. I prefer Aston Martin DBS over ducati =.= much safer. hahas.

current life. Searching for jobs. and awaiting for the day when i can set my foot on the holy land of SINGAPORE >.< wakekekes. i wonder when...... sian ah......

A girl can keep her cool and look into the boys eyes and pretend but he know everything is just a play.

Home alone.. nobody to talk to. Just imagining....
I'm the protagonist, the climax, the body of the story, the prologue and the epilogue.
Creating stories... a masquerade...a facade... tainted by lies.
Nobody else... and just me playing all the roles.

Anyway. just ignore the above.
2 days ago i damn old geezer was too stubborn to mess u my life again.
in the first place, i had no job and wanted to go to my uncle's company to work as a baito.
HAIS. My mum discussed it with my dad at vietnam. And this stupid's who gave birth to a child whose much clever than them were to egg brained.
That old man told me that everydays pay would be $10. NOT PER HOUR ! IS PER DAY! LOL.
AND I REJECTED THE OFFER STRAIGHT. THE PAY FOR THAT SUM WOULD BE # TIMES LOWER DEN A NORMAL PAY I CAN EARN OUTSIDE. IS he just Pig brained or what!
Never had there been once he would make me at least content for one second.
His actions are sins. His actions led me and siblings into tortures. His actions made me dislike him. His actions are the WORST.

FORGET HIM! but not FORGIVE.
I will never go vietnam to visit him. If he wants, come back on his own but i won't be around to welcome him. Fcuker!

in facade.

2008-11-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

brought into this damn damn damn sickening world to fascinate myself with boredom eh..
When can i go to Singapore? Stay in Malaysia, super sian and i'm beginning to rot on in front of the desktop screen...
arse...........=.=
LMAO... fcuk this boring week.

pretty much before i can get a job i might've turned into a saint! Living basically on just oxygen.
ROFL on the floor if u wan. Imagine me putting on a white silky robe with gold plated laces and my facial hair covering over 60% of the face... pppoooofff! call me ZEUS! or ODIN! hahas.
i think i prefer being LOKI.

CABAL. My character level 134.... lol so hard to train le. very sian ah!! hahas.

Don't Say Goodbye- TVXQ Mirotic version 'C'

can't meet your eyes, not able to read you
like a kid who lost its way, just waiting

the truth is, I know what words to speak
it's not sincerity, it's suspecting, tears are talking

Don't say Goodbye
hear the heart that doesn't let go of this hand
I hear your heart, you still want me, right?
you can't hide, you can't lie, right?

can't allow. this separating lie
look me in the eyes and say, it is not, it is not sincerity

Don't say Goodbye
hear the heart that doesn't let go of this hand
I hear your heart, even if the world parts from us, even if they say it's a hard love
You are my Love, you are my soul

Don't say goodbye don't leave me now oh~
the together shared promise is everything for me

Don't say Goodbye You are my everything to me
my exhausting day will be forever searching for you
I will love you like a never withering spring
you are my love you are my soul

Don't say goodbye you are the only one for me
if today passes by again like a day that was never there,
we won't let go of our hearts and overcome everything, right?
Cause you are my everything to me

Cause you are my everything to me

HOME ALONE DAY 2

2008-11-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hello, this is the second day of being alone.
I slept at 3 a.m. in the morning. Hmm.
woke up at 12, found the dull sky and went out to feed the koi fish.
It was around the time i put away the fish food..... it suddenly rain heavily.. diao~ have to go change and get washed.

SHooot!
never had my breakfast. and skipped my lunch. went on with tea break.
baked lasagna... hehe. but it was on the border between good and bad. doesn't taste that nice, unexpected.

CABAL-ing.
chiong from level 71 to level 116. ^^
no very hard to level sia. the monster too strong, must always use ulti.
Then my character money also not enough. have to loot for more le.... will waste a lot of time sia.
really like the astral bike sia. so damn cool. the pic is below

then for dinner. woots.
cooked a meal parallel to the great american breakfast.
2 pieces of think meat patty, 3 cheese sausages, a large omelet, green peas and a large jug of vanilla coke.
wooo hooo~ then dessert was ice cream. vanilla with a lot of chocolate-y taste.
now online do stupid research and reading reviews again.

damnation.

2008-11-16T01:57:00.002+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN BORING. This is DAMNATION!
Ever since O levels ended my life is nothing but a hermit in its own shell.
It is either i'm sleeping or eating... furthermore i'm staying in malaysia all alone while my family ius going to Vietnam to visit my dad. LOL.
This is HOME ALONE version KELVIN EO.
hahas.

Hope this coming week will be all safe and rocking. NO RULES!
hehe. I've got ready lots of food and beverages to entertain myself.
however the biggest disappointment is the internet. the connection sucks like a baby going goo goo on his thumbs.

At least i get to go online on 2 machines at one go, a laptop and a desktop side by side.
Blast the music 24/7 and act like a king.

SAD thing. I have 2 gargantuan ulcers on my under lips. ooosh~ pain pain pain.
wahahhas. nvm savour in pain wahahas.

i rejected a job

2008-11-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

laziness.
I think im suffering from lovesick.
My definition of lovesick is different.
Lovesick is equal to sick of liking and being liked. =]

Blogging is like history to me.
A time line to my life.
A notepad to record my doings.

Damn, my bloody lappie has problems with dealing to graphics.
It goes off whenever an application thats requires graphic accelerators to operate.
pisses my mind off. Getting a proper laptop after i've earned enough is top priority.
Second in line would be getting a new phone, my N82 takes a few seconds to load a message that has just been received.

Just got Gazette's Leech single, 12012's Aitai Kara.... single and Dong Bang Shin Ki's Mirotic version C album's new 4 sentimental songs.
DBSK's was especially nice. 12012 had improved after turning into a major visual kei rock band.
Gazette... overall was kind of mediocre this time. hais.

Today, went to a interview with Zong Wang, Rui Wei and Nicholas.
Me and Nicholas rejected the offer. hahas.
Cos it will turn us into zombies, the reason being it requires us to wake up at 5+ A.M. and reach the shuttle bus pick-up point at 6 A.M. and the workplace is too far.

No more to add on. Good luck to Book keeping applicants.

babaric eating

2008-11-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

The Nuts- 미안해요 nice song.

Two person can't stand on the same stage with different goals.

Now i see it! hahas. It has always been that way.
This law was smeared by my selfishness.

Being together with a girl as a loving couple would be fun from the start, however this enjoying moment will diminish into dust and only will u think that befriending a female acquaintance is better than liking her. You like her and you get swallowed by the blind happiness. I'm still too young to confirm this with u but i assure you all human beings get bored with their other half when the time comes.

Consider me an animal without love. xD

However, when befriending a female is rather fun.
[like a documentary]
Like my beloved friend, uin, she was this flow in her mind that is 'come on tag along, whatever comes will be fun' concept.
baahhhhhhhhhhss.
She is cute and adorable. always too enthusiastic?
anyway she asked me to write abt her and not on my own will eh.

gurps.... I had steamboat for yesterday night and today morning.
2 packets of potato chips. My stomach is filled with Milk tea, H-two-O, Root beer, Coke, Greent Tea and Pepsi. And just 3 hours ago i was still siting in MOSburger eating a teriyaki chicken burger. wakekekes.
Putting on weight is easier than respiring. hahs.

last line.

2008-11-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

The last line...
after this exam, to me, a lot of things will fade away and i will feel rather empty.

friendships might be shallow.
No time can be spared.
unable to figure out what the problem is.
This feeling that signals me to feel sad about it.
Why has it got to be this time of the year?
Why time flows pass so hastily?
Isn't it just Secondary one orientation yesterday?
Now we're grown-ups.
Preparing to face what adults face in everday life.

Going to school to have fun might be more enjoyable den resting at home.
=[

Todays cold breeze has set me on a different different viewing angle.

STRESS. a different type from studies. a type that switch you off.
I wish. I wish. I wish. I wish i was a forgetful person.
Forget the sorrow. Forget the memories.
=] smile till i forget who i am.

Olevels part one.

2008-10-28T10:54:00.002+08:00

the Os are still on. Gone thru the gates of Chemistry, geography and english. phew.
I think i played more than i have revised for the exam.
Better do well. woo hoo hoo.
kick it...kick my head... into the bucket

Before the exams, swallowing the beef and meat at seoul garden.
during the exam, got fever because i ate too much heaty food.

wow.
anyway EAT YOU UP's MV was quite a success, maybe.
but BoA was wearing the same outerwear of G-dragon form BIG BANG.
hahas.
BoA is so attractive. DIVALICIOUS!

anyway if you've got any free time go to http://www.divinediary.com

breakin'

2008-10-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today nv go school lei...
sorry ah. hahas.
Never go school den the PIG cannot receive her magazine.
Never go school sotong will not have chocolate to eat.

Now watching 武林大道 dance competition.
hahas. nothing to blog abt la.
bye bye.

2008-10-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

My Idol is SHIRO from MSDK street basketball crew.
Cool leh. The way he dressed so got wind~
But in singapore you dress like this people say you siao and act cool.
Typical, everything also wanna gossip.

Never mind i'm not here to argue. whahaas.
Another rotten day spent.
that haunted school.
every teacher was useless.
free lessons accumulated to a total of 2.5 hours.
lol.
How unmindful of me lor....
all the free periods i forgot to revise
except mother tongue i got try to do PoA on my own.

hais.
skipped mathematics and physics.
it really does not matter?

Went home.
alone.
once again.
took a nap.
now gonna commence my grand revision

The road to glory, falls in my feet~ hehe. not my hands.

SHE 和周杰伦的新歌好好听哦
尤其是SHE 的安静了和周杰伦的失落非主流。

sadly i still like her.

2008-10-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a day i experienced a different side of you.
Yesterday a good friend was really upset.
Yesterday I slept very early in the morning, 4am, and overslept.
Yesterday I did not attend school because i overslept.

Sian.
Why u need to stare at sotong lei.... sian.
Why you all got so many problems lei?
hais.

Lucky that Sotong still have an hearing ear stuck on my head.

Today lei.... hmmm.... i woke up at 11am, den took a bath and went out biking with Gason , Jason and Wei Jing. hahas. from 12noon until 7pm we were riding all the way. tired sia. wanna touch my thigh muscles and feel the toughness?

Hmmm....
Gason and weijing bought Creative ZEN MP4.
For me, EOY den i consider wanna buy or not. hehe

Now they go home liao.
hahas.

失落了。

2008-09-29T20:00:00.003+08:00

BoA her smile EATs You Up。Do you agree? hahas.

冷淡了。累了。懂得了。够了。哭了。
要继续吗？
失去了。

星期一，九月二十九日
上学。

无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！无聊！
哈哈！SS课堂来了一个怪咔老师，她十八岁。。。可是。。。讲话一点也不想她的年龄。
所以我一直酸她。。。 HEHE 。。。外表很不通大街小巷都找得到。。。很讨厌她的声音！！！

--------------终---------------

Mirotic

2008-09-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

MIROTIC TVXQ's 4th korean album.

Today is a day i found lots of songs than cleanse your ears off distortions.

Now listening: Green day- Wake Me Up When September Ends

HAHAS.
hmm... motivation is still unattainable in my brains.
Must study... however im too tired and lazy.
just hit me.

MONDAY KIZ's last album Recollection which features 6 unreleased songs.
Kim died in a bike accident in April and now the duo just have to end this wonderful 3 years of successive career. SAD...

hais....

2008-09-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

Jin Sheng posing for me at admiralty park. hahs. i have his copy and he has my copy. we're so GAY? hahs brothers nah

hehehe. Yesterday never go school.

Cos i was tired. hehehe.

Played basketball during afternoon until 8+ night.

Den went to Newton to meet cousins for supper.

The food ordered are sambal lala shells, BBQ stingray, 20 sticks of satays, 8 pieces of chicken wings and a $12 fried rice (L).

We ate from 10.30pm to 12.00am. Then, continued chatting about our childhood and lifestyles.

Took a cab home.

hahas.

Sian ah. Tired ah.

JS also dislocated his arm.

Don't know how he did it. but he landed on his elbow.

His OK now and resting at home.

Was at his house the whole day for today.

Watched a lot of videos and television.

Den in the morning was cycling with Wei jing and gason. when we went to gason's house to collect bike saw YIJIA at the pedestrain. She also saw me and gave a weird look.

I think she is thinking "SIAO AH so HOT also got cycling"

hahas. She wore until like very classy maybe she is out to shop with her mummmy bah.

her mummy = her atm.

2008-09-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sian and kind of in the mood to blog.
2nd post of the day.
really wish to end this O levels soon, and of course, to fire at full cylinders for my revision. No more playing a fool. Electrical and Electronic Engineering Here i COME!
end of year wish list is damn X.

NO1. Chrome Citizen messenger.
NO.2 New Bike.
NO.3 Samsung Innov8 HP
NO.4 Gundam F91 MG 1/100 model kit
NO.5 Graphic tees
NO.6 Denims
NO.7 Have FUN with friends and classmates!
NO.8 Enjoy delicious delicacies with friends!
NO.9 Do funny things that i normally missed out with basketball friends!
NO.10 Be a lifelong learner?!?! U believe?!?!

hahas.
Today i got back my English MOck exam Compo.
faired quite well. I'm Back into Business i guess?
Long time nv write till so smooth le.
22/30 = around 73/100
waahahs.
Any enquiries ask me. i teach u my secret in writing.
but i pays to learn. heheheh.

Yesterday, played badminton at Marsiling CC.
after that my dad came to fetch me.
when i was crossing the road my basketball shorts stucked into the divider
SNAP. the side tear--------look like cheong sam liao.... =.=
den my ankle banged directly on the divider.
lol. Pain sia. The whole night i was stumbling around the house.

Then went to buy a chapalang bike.... at first wanted to buy a good one. but then too EXPENSIVE and my dad turned to the aluminium bike. hais.
NVM.
hahas.

lonely...... oh mr lonely..... i am nobody~ yeah!

2008-09-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

wahahahs. the GIORGIO ARMANI code perfume from my mother. Cuz my father dun want den pushed it to me =.= LOL!
This morning out side the classroom. the sky was gloomy. The wind was blowing like how jin sheng blew a balloon.
Auntie captured by the lens. wahhahs. Her complexion is so dark.... like the background....

Today morning came to school very early. First time earlier then Tricia lei!
Hmm.. yesterday went back malaysia den morning came to school by car~ wah liu after 2 years i finally had another chance to wake up at 5a.m. for school.
Hmmmm...
i think a lot f people are giving me attitude. Maybe i should stikeback on em'
But the damage inflicted would be double.
however, this will cause a cycle of hatred. Dude------wash ur brain!

So hungry i think i will go out and buy dinner le. bye bye.
MIROTIC~~

oh hais.

2008-09-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

oh yeah oh yeah~
check it out yo~ u think i talk like tis is cool?
Lol. what big fuck is this. pirated ang moh
hahas.
i very sian ah!
forgot to send the photos into my hp den cannot upload to laptop. argh!
nice sia the food~ yum yum satu lagi?
mesti lagi

wakekes.

that day heard a stupid politic thing from my fathers fren.

a primary school boy scold a doctor.
the doctor help to do tamil translation.
den the student saw and said all wrong.
den the student say in malay: " doctor ini bukan hindu, dia kXXXXg"
lol. kXXXXg is a offensive word. please dun use it.

If u are 21 yrs and below or shorter den 160 cm get out of my blog.
just joking hahas. because i know a sotong will definitely come.
funny meh?

photos and posts again

2008-09-18T21:34:00.001+08:00

HEHEH. I'm reading. In Thinking Hub. Air con air con! shuang~
Whaash! bsssh! see me use combo!!! ahahs. steven playing my PSP until too addicted. ZH also joined in.
Desmond quiet so i caught this special moment. =]
My two buddies. once in a blue moon, can u see two hi-tech monks playing psp.
OH my Gosh i wanna buy this bag!! It cost a bomb>>>>> $265. I'll have to repair my pockets. This bags are not only water resistant but Fire resistant!! wahahahs. Cool man~ Hot girl~
hehes.

Hmm. today and yesterday got English Mock.
Yesterdays compo was erm... hmmm....ehhh.... easy la but i might fail.
Today i slept thru out the paper. Wati is gonna fcuk me upside down when she receives the paper... =.=

hais... sian ah sian ah in class still so slack ah,
hais... sian ah sian ah if got girl slap me sure very good ah,
hais... sian ah sian ah they slap then i will wake up and study ah.

Finished.....

recently listened too much to Jay chou's gui ji until i finally know how to forget and get over.
hahas.

怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见你
离去的痕迹
在月光下
一直找寻那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆
然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天
会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆
然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

2008-09-14T22:30:00.008+08:00

博客好久不见！
最近，生活过得很不实惠，也许是我太过懒惰吧。。。
其中两天没上学，不是因为身病，而是因为我不想上学。
小朋友们！~
千万不可以学大哥哥这种不负责任的行为哦！~
哈哈！

Continuing below is photos taken from my N82

Bunny~ Bunny~

hell-ish thoughts.

2008-08-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

All went well today. Madam Rosna treated the whole class to meals.
That was certainly a good time.

The whole situation turned to the worst when it came to who to share on the presents.

i wasn't aware what was happening.
just flowing in mid-air. dung....
2 forces. blowing from side to side'
i can't side with any

I was just thinking if i were to be angered no one would be happy.
every party have their own thoughts.
just like the communist and the diplomats.
Fcuk up......
playing along with everyone, tomorrow if any mistakes happens i will voice out.
If some of them thinks that there are problems within the races, they might be false.
it is because maybe nobody cares at all, and as classmates we just wanna cherish the time together for the last moment and challenging our last opponent "O levels"

I don't want the "Mother" of this class to be upset on a day of her celebrations...
My class... please unite and stop being nonchalant towards those denigrate problems, this problems maybe be lethal to the bond.

fatigue

2008-08-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

Well. i never went to school today. Woke up late. Tired.
Feeling the fatigue pressing on my back. hais.

Woke up and looked into the dull sky, about to rain huh?
just know i watched the Channel 5 news tonight, the forecast predicted it would rain for the next 3 days. lol.
Looks like i will have to bring umbrella to school but my umbrella is with Jin Sheng.
Sian ah.
Den went out to have dinner.
hmm... wonder how everyone did for their Math mock exam.
Jeez... GOGOGO! =]

Everyone is stressing now.
I can't just stand alone and do nothing.
I have to join them in this war.
Fighting!

bloody fukc

2008-08-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

Today is EMO-day.
Moodless. No expression.

Feeling down. Not in da mood to have fun. I wanna fall into a pool of blood and bathe in it.
Can't stop faking this smile any longer. Die Die Die today.
All hail the mighty Shinigami's scythe slaughter me into pieces! argh!

sssssssssssssssx! zzzzzzzzznnnnnnnnnnnngg! chaaaaaaaa!
Kill Kill Kill.
Fcukin' maggots decay in the brain's nucleus~
The iris becomes fully bleached.

Wasn't play basketball properly again. At first didn't wish to play. den i saw someone i didn't like.
this piled on more displeasure in me. Soon i was fixed at a spot not moving.

Went home and saw a toddler on the bus, on his father's arms and the toddler was playing with a sticker that was originally pasted on the sit infront of him. He took it off and turn it in all directions..up down left right and paste it on the back of the front sit again and took it off again. so kawaii desu~ hahas it cheered me up only by one bit. hais. I'm tired. Shouldn' have played basketball.

bye bye .

Basketball man!

2008-08-24T12:41:00.002+08:00

LOL this guy is funny.
Freestyle battles!

SHiro And gang.

I will never give up

2008-08-24T02:07:00.003+08:00

Really felt dreaded ,dude. Stressful both in physical games and tactical situations. Can i really be improvised?

Well time now is very early in the morning and im not sleeping yet.
here to do some adding up on previous post.

Just downloaded a lot of songs.

NICKY LEE's Newest album - Imperfect
the song imperfect name as the album's title is recommended. nice.
His unique sound of korean mixed with Chi essence =X

Then it's FT Island's just released album, Colourful Sensibility, almost all their songs suit my style.
I want it ROCK-ed up.
And thats my way, strong vocals and bass from the band powering up the rock ballades.

Third, Big Bang's STAND UP mini-album , catchy rythms.
and they added a new element to their way of singin in the song - Oh My Friend

Finally, a band where i did not notice of, great vocals again somehow like the Tohoshinki style. T.G.U.S (The Guys Using Sound) - God Of Harmony album.
KOREAN BOY BAND.
Their hit song, I believe in damn bloody comfortable in ur ears! FUUU!

catch it down here

HAHAS hope u love it. especially a little sotong wait i send u the whole album i confirm u sure like it! If don't like it can hit me as hard as u can.
hahas. xD

Anyway i go sleep le. very tired liao.

Ballin' time

2008-08-23T12:12:00.003+08:00

Say 'yo' im bak to rejuvenate my old interest, Watching streetball videos and have a look at it.

Hahas enjoyed? more to come. hehes.
Yesterday go mac do maths, play with HP camera. lol.

Hais. yesterday hand was giving some problems no mood to play basketball again.
sian.
Feeling down. no grip no shots. just plain useless.

BIG relieve.

2008-08-21T21:28:00.003+08:00

Wow. Today is interesting you know?
But that was only after the maths remedial.
From morning, ever since i set foot into the class my mood was unstable.
Don't wish to talk, the surrounding was tumultuous, my chair was displaced by someone.
Anger management got out of hand. I waited for the chair to appear in front of me. It just didn't go according to what i wanted. Grabbed a chair from the back and slammed it on my place, lightly, some were shocked some were unhappy. But my nonchalant attitude just didn't get dominated by the watching eyes of others. I was FURIOUS.

Maybe it is because of the intensity that is raging in me, telling me to KILL KILL KILL.
I really felt like Stabbing a knife into the injured part of my arm. It is the main distraction for me to do anything successfully when physical fitness matters.

Today - English Oral Examination
Below average?
I made the two examiners laugh? lol.
they asked me 'what challenges will women face if they were to work?'
i answered ' their appearance would be a challenge to them as a persons appearance can attract the attention'
Teacher: why do you think appearance would matter?
me: i think this is a person's appearance will have an impact in the first impression, for example.
company A has a beautiful spokeswoman while company B has an ugly Spokeswoman. When company A introduces her proposal to the client the client will be attracted to her. while company B will be in a disadvantage position as the client may be bored off by her looks and not pay any attention.
Teacher: Why do this so?
Me: I think ....err.....(have to say something forward) ..... man's instinct is that they like to look at beautiful girls.
Teacher:(laughing) what about men do you think they are the same?
Me: eh... no men are different. Because women don't need men also can live.

hahas. suck sia.
this conversation so funny, my friends say that everyone in the hall heard the teachers laugh...
wakekes

Den after that.... LOL Stomachache!!
WTF!
My assss! argh so pain!!! >.<

LOL help.
Walking home with desmond
THE JOURNEY OF KELVIN RESISTING THE ATTACK OF THE DA BIAN FROM FLYING OUT FROM THE PI GU!
The wind was blowing harshly on kelvin's stomach. Oh gosh so cold.. Must tahan!
Kelvin wanted to go toilet but there none to be found. He thought of going to Marsiling MRT to emm emm. den he asked desmond for tissue paper! oh desmond u are kelvin's saviour!
thank u thank u.

as it continues...... Kelvin felt like running to the Mrt station's toilet but he was afraid the Da Bian will fly out! argh! shooot! try recalling have u ever heard of a person running with his buttock muscles tightened. that is impossible to run.

den he gek and gek and gek his sai.
Finally he reached the toilet......in the cubicle already got toilet paper ( dun need to take from desmond in the first place mah =.= )

oooowf! shiok the Dabian has been defeated! Kelvin's journey has ended. he shall live happily ever after. FLUSH U DOWN THE PIPES U DAMN DA BIAN. KNS!

wahahahs. =)

To be continued on another day.

ahahs. funny lei.
really very painful lor. wooohoooo

Do you Know that?

2008-08-20T21:35:00.003+08:00

I don't know what i'm doing. hahas. Have u ever seen me dancing like a monkey? Have u ever heard me singing?
I think i've changed. Previously in my first half of my living years i hadnt done anything like this before.
Is this the doing of countless unhappiness, that made me gone out of my mine?
The sudden liking of all this unlike-me thingy.
LOL.

PE lesson sibei sian make my arm muscles pain... diao. hit the volleyball wrongly. normally won't won't feel this kind of pain de.
In class i forgot to put on my PE t-shirt then got girls walked by, i blushed.

After school.
At home slept.
6.15 go 178 find JS play ball awhile but no mood.
just anyhow play.
very sian de lor.
when i have no mood o play ball i normally anyhow throw or pass den end up everyone no mood liao.
Cos got D24 there i dun like to play basketball with him.
He very act cool.
hais. worst than benson.

after all. i also didn't want to see that fish around also.

maybe tomorrow go home study straight away. or go mac after oral. very stress la. dun know what kind on path im gonna step on.

Fear comes from when you cannot understand yourself.

dominating this fear takes a lot of effort and hardship.
i'm just a mama's boy.
i can't take this along my everyday life.

i learnt.

2008-08-19T21:20:00.004+08:00

Doooozze.
Tired. but im lazy to go to bed.
even if i did go to bed i wouldn't be sleeping.

Today a lot of funny and crazy stuff happened?
In class. In Stadium.
But talking about live is boring.

I SHOULD WRITE WHAT I'M THINKING NOW.

I hate guys who can't protect their Wife or Their GirlFriends.
they suck.
Example number ONE! my dad.
this is why i detest such kind of guys.
His friends come first, even if my mum is hurt she would put his friends in top priority.
however, i still have to have due respect for him as he kept this family alive with a great women at his back, mummy.

Such an easy but tough duty and they can't even carry out properly.
I talk about it cause a friend was wrongly hurt.
Even if the women is wrong please scold her but not too negative at least show some respect and care. Making things worst by hurting her with an second arrow. blistering through the air to the centre of her heart. dude you're nuts. where has ur brain been to? fed to ur customers?
Why chose her at the first point if u can't be responsible?

FCUK.
This angst... is bringing me to my boiling point.

Sympathia~ ballad of sorrow. Song for forgiveness.
Guys out there whatever comments ur partner give u, please give way or at least oblige to their thinking... U don't wish to have a broken mirror in ur mind ocean do you?

panic!

2008-08-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

I'm learning to accept what i am as an IDIOT hehe =p
IDIOT = Genius !?!?
wahahas. no logic huh? this is kelvin's logic!

My memory is no longer as fine as a diamond, so i can't remeber what i did yesterday or the day before yesterday... hais.
check up on my brain and have a surgery? my legs and back bones too?

hahas.
BUT i do recall that today i woke up at 9.30
lazy to get of the bed and laid there like a pig.
until 10.30 den i switched on the tv and psp. one eye on the tv and the other on the psp? a weirdo i am ^^

ate my nasi lemak. with egg and lots of sambal. oooh~
Ooishi.....actually is because im hungry eh
wakkekees
den watched the beijing olympics replay on men's basketball USA vs Spain.
hahas. sian kobe wasn't performing again. D.wade was awesome! Lebron....like always so act cool...

afternoon lei..... hush.....eat fried dumplings salty and i like it. \+oo+/
after that came to my second home, Singapore, blah blah blahs
go cwp buy comics and straight home. no funny stuff to share... u want share arh? den on ur bluetooth i share with u. SHUDAFCUKUP!
hehe.

Blogging DailyLife stuffs are boring hope for more interesting topics...
given up on my languages.
Fighting~

lol.

2008-08-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

testing testing....

feeeeeeee. fyyyyyy.whhheeeeeeeeee~

2008-08-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

Today!

very sian.......... =..=
but yesterday still ok........ *..*
PE lesson. no hope le.monsters.hais.

dissipate the anger with a mug of Soya bean Milk!
die die also dun want listen to her lesson! -----> english lesson
nothing else to say liao lei. i only know i keep on making nonsense.

Oh yea, during maths lesson i and rui wei went to iplay studio do Dnt.
woo hoo~ so good got air con and permission to listen to music.
the rest of the classmates have to stay in class. so sad T_T

what what what! dun take my thing!

hi! im the ambassador to history textbooks.

ooisek! can see my boss arguing? so shuai~ so yan dao de lor!

unfinished? finished?

2008-08-04T19:26:00.003+08:00

有一种痛很确定的我走不开

就像潮汐总会回来没有意外

故事段落写到现在开始慌乱

亲吻你脸颊感觉还在但你推开

怎样收藏这份爱太多伤害

太过精采这一次我知道

我无法释怀你离开

我明白你给的爱

真的是爱我不愿放开

你在我心里的位置还在

你在猜我给的爱

会不会伤害能不能依赖

一篇未完成的爱

有个人还在等待

Song: 未完成的爱

Artist: 蕭閎仁

this song just suit my mood yesterday before i went to sleep.

hahas.

im gonna set it as my back ground music. =]

hmmm.... this singer just debut and has made quite some fame. Jay Chou and Wang Lee Hom both gave him support. hahas.

He can sing in dialect very well too.

I would give it a 7.8/10 for his debut new album.

im kinda bored out today in school...

just kept quiet and smiled. hais. not fun at all. just imagining the tune of sentimental songs breezing through the air.

Hmm, POA i'm having the catch on it. finally! but i really wanna pass this subject. If possible i might try to force myself to bond my mind with it. ^^

I just wanna tell u that live has a lot of meaning.

Now that i have forgotten, the thinking will be lessen.

Hais. Hope the Decadence doesn't really exist.

i still wanna live until i earn 5 Million dollars.

i took a few pics. this were from the last mathematics lesson.

PIMPLE BREAKOUT!

2008-08-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

Lol. theres a pimple on my face argh! like mountain sia....
hais. watched movie on friday.

i dun have anything to post on. My life is just one word. BOREDOM.
=[ so sian.

and also thank 'you' anyway i know what to do liao. =]

love is not what i 'learnt'

2008-07-31T21:19:00.003+08:00

this is like poking my ear with a pen.

the conflicts found in news were made real in class. burhs~

SIAN eh.

why can't we make all this matters 'rest in peace'? #.#

This is obviously just plain misunderstanding and not 'giving in'.....
make me a prey
shatter the poison clotted in the red dense blood.

blinded by sanguinity.

2008-07-29T20:08:00.003+08:00

mummy the monkey is peeping under my skirt
hahas. haven't update this space for .. let me count. i forgot i don't know how to count. =P
today was somewhat contructive? after finishing my food for recess went back to class immediately to do poa lei. then during poa lesson learnt something i never had interest in. ( no interest den why i learn? =/ )
on the way home went to buy soya milk den heard some people calling oi oi oi. dunno who sia. never wear specs can't recognise, this eyes need some polishing. think is my ah ma bah, cos some one called sunzi! i'm so young ~ bleahs.
home sweet home and bound to be in front of my laptop surfing the whatever, whenever, whoever also can find fishing net. thats my everyday must do~! however, the cyber world is staring to bore me, formed by '1's and '0's. How amazing it is, with just only codes the web is formed. Games are created. Software are developed.
nothing appealing to say, dying off... toot....toot....toot.... tet...........................................

unstuck

2008-07-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

i never went to school friday.
i had always wanted to be in a fantasy world of my own.
making my own stories.
i will play as the protagonist.
wielding a sword. defending for the sick.

in reality. im the bad guy. but im also the good guy.

i wish i could've just be an animal. only living for the sake of survival.
they needn't care whether they have to study to qualify for any jobs.

have u ever felt that there were 2 importan persons in your mind at one time.
thats confusing.
it made me lost feeling for the first.
however, i struggled and knew that the first was the precious one, when i was upset there would be a listening ear.

when the first speaks to me, i'm cheerful deep down in the brain.

i long for that kind of smile. the smile where even the ugliest person would look like a beautiful flower.

.
.
.
.
.
.out of track. byebye.

Lost in 2 worlds.

2008-07-13T20:40:00.006+08:00

Jin sheng and gason
Jia Yi and Gason
Yit Hoong and Gason
Jing Ying and Gason
Gason feeding his Pet pig with strawberries

On da Bus- Jing Ying and Yit hoong. Peace Y-0.0-Y
Camera men against Camera men
Hey Yo! wassup were the ones.
look here gay boy =']

look here lei.... only know how to eat =.=
this one also only know how to eat.
Look on as our chief chef makes the stew
The chief chef eats
HUh? what is the matter?

Hahas. yesterday was damn fun. altough i didn't joint them for a game of pool.

Morning i woke up and went to Admiralty MRT to meet my cousins for morning breakfast at around 10.15am. I saw Ms Joy Lim my maths teacher. wakekeks. she walked away very fast when she saw me. i nv noticed her only until i saw a person walking so fast and awkwardly.

She's afraid i would make fun of her? lol. I went ahead to stuff my mouth with prata. My Cousins feasted on the kway chap. the irony is that normally there would also be roasted pork but their kway chap only got the pig's small intestines o.0

After that went to CWP took my clothes from my sister and head back home to change.

11.30 reached CWP to meet my cousin's again for a movie, Red Cliff.

The strategies, formations are awesome some state of the art kind of coolness. wow!

The plot and storylines are funny though you may find it bored as it is an extract frm the romance of the three kingdoms.

After the movies set off to bukit timah shopping centre to meet Gason they all.

hhaas. reached there den Jing ying came over and fetch me to where the others were. after having lunch at Macdonalds, next stop, far east plaza. There was nothing much to our favour.

but a lot of Chio bu wor.... hehe. we also bought a purpple coloured belt as a gift for Gason. We chose purple as it was the international Gay colour hahas. bleahs.

den around 5.45 we went to Novena, at Zhen Fa Living seafood. hahas. (zhen fa huo hai xian)

we had our fill almost couldn't finish. out of 7 of us there was 3 under aged drinkers.

Me, Jin Sheng, Jia Yi and Jing Ying. never got caught so happy.

Wei jing is my idol liao la. we got one whole bowl of prawn den nobody ate in the end he pel all the feels and threw everyting back to the shell. example he picks up a cooked prawn and purposely make it fall on the table and says: " ai yo this prawn cannot be eaten liao dirty liao~"

hahas. stupid. but this is our company's spirit! hahas. CRAP!

Due to the limited amount of drinks provided. we went to the store next door, CHEERS and bought some drinks. I'm still a little boy i drink pepsi.

they all shared a large can of beer. hahas.

everyone had a sip except JIN SHENG..... hais poor thing. Jia yi kept on Snatching away the beer and tried drinking all up. hahas. everyone was like whose gonna be the next person to drink as there were 2 girls and it is like a indirect kiss. hahahas.

bleahs. oh yeah my last pinch of beer was took away by a stupid fish. argh!

Finally the bus came and we boarded the bus.

The story of the trip in the bus.......

it was a half filled bus.

every passenger was very quiet. zoom in>>>>>>>>>>>> at the back of the bus got on bunch of teenagers all kicking up a fuss. hahas.

we took photos and videos.

hahas, Stupid but cute and i loved it!

When we reached blk 178 there de MAMA shop me and Jing Ying played with. i used my butt to push the cat away as we need to start slicing the cake le. We opened up the box and tadadada! the cake. no longer cool. softened and oily. vvvvvvvvrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....sang the Birthday song~ blew the candles.cake fight..... hahas. Jia Yi and Yit Hoong threw cakes den lucky we never kena. such a waste sia the cake. hais.

den Yit Hoong and Jia yi went to clean up themselves. hahas.

The clothes were stained hahas.

then we went home le.

woo hooo! shuang.

However today morning when i woke up.

My mind was fcukingly being confused and felt like i am drifting between time and space.

I was thinking of something that had betrayed my conscience.

I can't tell u what it is. u will only know if you're a mind-reader.

hais.

anyway today we celebrated birthday for leanne by eating another birthday cake. too bad leanne's reaction was a bit disappointing. lol.

the rest i dun wanna talk about it.

Byebye.

gradation.

2008-07-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

hey yo!
i'm back to this old tattered weathered torned blog.
Hmm. seems like the last 2 days have been fine.

yesterday, went out to find jin sheng because i had nothing to do. Then he was with jia yi. den we 3 slack play HP play PSP. the rain got heavier.
Went to ta bao Chicken rice and eat den JS want to buy waffles den also go buy. left Jia yi sitting at the void deck alone bah. hahas. we so cruel~ >..<
At 178! Meet up with Jing Ying. The 2 JYs came together le! Jing Ying and Jia Yi.
hohohoho. hmm. sat down and do stupdi stuff. me and js sing song>>> oh~ Ni shi wo zui shen ai de nan ren! and Oh~ Ni Shi wo zui shen ai de Fat PIG!
hmm. so gay =.= hehe but fun de leh.
Woots. Jason and Yit Hoong came le. more stupidity this time lor.
JIa Yi and Yit hoong always KB each other non-stop.
JIng Ying took my Hp see got what songs.
I and JIN sheng slack and be even more gay! WHEE~~~~
james aka monkey also finally reach le, oh the husband and wife reunited again.
JAMES AND JING YING. MONKEY AND FISH.
DEN nth to do also. i EMO sit there wakekeke.
GASON CAME BACK FROM ARMY AND MEET US! OH! THE HAIR! OH! SHORT! CUTE! WoW!
hahas.
den he say all about his army life wah funny lor.
around 9.30 we went to eat supper den i went home liao. hehe.
also took pics on my way home.

Today, Morning 6a.m. the alarm rang den i wanted to hv more rest so i slept awhile, when i woke up it was already 7a.m. !!! ah!!!!!!! den chiong ah bath change into PT kit. hahas. den called SY ask her go which entrance, den when i reach the time was.... only 7.15 I think i too fast le bah. the journey for the x-c'try was easy? hais. No cake ah. Made my shoes dirty diao~

After that went home le. very fast reach home also. hehehes.
Used internet downloaded a lot of chinese songs lor. hehe.
DEn went to meet the other to set off for NGEE ANN POLY.
ooh ....so...excited... =.= as if _|_
went there only a while... diao
waste time. den came back. At jurong MRT centre we saw EDWIN from Primary School de.
To tell u the truth la. during P6 he break with the Girl i liked cos he only stead with that girl for granted. hais. so i wasn't really very happy with him.

Hmm. felt uneasy in MRT as i heard something. hahas.
The girls went to Breeks i and Rui Wei go comics connection.

after that go play basketball. todays game was enjoyable. everyone was around except james.

My cousin asked me out to Chong pang and have dinner with them.
wow delicious and spicy!
SAmbal manta ray, spicy Lala shells , chicken Wings, Rojak and most of all SAMBAL SOTONG!!!! HEHES

den went to Mac and chat le. long time never had a nice chat with them. today was a good chance to do so.

anyway nothing else le. Byes!

NEED silence

2008-07-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

one week never blog. now im back to report.
stupid oral examinations. I sure die de la.
This few days super boring.
Me and Jin Sheng everyday KI SIAO sit down at 178 stare at space as if got pretty girls flying in the air.
argh. den play psp.
Prelims are about to end. TMR is PRACTICAL. i overslept for PHY and still i have da go for pracs.... drown me. PLEASE!
Last week taught 2 girls pool. the old one not really sure she understand or not. but the small one sure is a good learner. cos im a good teacher >.< wakekekes!

Today is my first time in life i actually use at least 2 hours to do DNT men!
woots. after that was all just bones and skins, my juice were all squeezed out and laid on the table.

DUNNO what kind of students our school have push in the chair also need to drag. hai ya....
>={
I was disturbed from my sleep!

den go dnt i-play studio around 12.40 go cwp eat Long John and buy comic. den it is the end... ORAL TIME>>>>>>

heavenendall

2008-07-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

argh! i hate it! i hate it!
i can't take it.
just coming back here to keep the blog rolling.

I finally feel the shadow hovering behind me.
being criticised by the other me.
i wanna know the future.
Which road to take will i have a better career?

another factor affecting my thinking, my stomach and head is giving me problems.
everytime i take in food i feel like going to toilet straight. When i think i get constant headaches.

recently i found that shedding blood for friendship is more important than shedding blood for pride.

sian eh.
Today, hais, so 'not myself'
Went to watch movie. hahas.
said too much.
was acting unnaturally.
don't know why.

Rip me off.
grr.....
maybe i'm too stupid.
forget forget forget forget forget.
refresh refresh refresh refresh refresh refresh.
believe in myself.

A Song For you.

2008-06-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Lol. i'm back so fast? duh... i'm just bored.
yesterday, i was too quiet until a girl tot i was sad. hahas. xD
i was sitting down there alone watching my other friends play basketball.
at the other end of the bench sat a female friend.
Suddenly came a new message. " why you so sad?? o.0"
hahas. i didn't reply. i wasn't sad anyway just bored. and lazy to talk.

Nowadays, when i use my hp to listen to songs, u will see me keep switching songs.
Cos all not suited to my mood. hehe. Only listen to FT island's songs, whether sad or happy also listen, and also HOMURA a Visual/Heavy rock band.

Finally got new game to play.
not sian liao.
Now listening to FT islands' english song 'Always Be Mine'.
The pronounciation is not so accurate but there is the rythm there is the tempo! Slow.....soothing.....

Today,
morning the girls who rented room from my father, moved out le. i went to check their room whether anything is left behind den collected the keys. got 3 pair of keys, but one pair they accidentally threw into the rubbish chute while clearing away the unwanted stuffs.
After which went back to malaysia.
hahas no traffic jam.
the journey was so smooth.
JOURNEY TO THE NORTH!
My mother brought me to have haircut at a charity drive by her club.
ELLE studio sia. think would be very professional de
Sian ah. as if my head too pro for the person to cut or maybe too expensive =.=
She was quite chio la (referring to the hairsylist)
she tomorrow graduate a become a professional from the studio de lei
but she was too cautious when cutting my hair
den my side burns got problem when she finished cutting.
Final Solution!
the teacher of the student come help me make it up!
woots. his cut very fast sia. pei fu! pei fu!
den reach home ate wanton noodles prepared by my mum.
after which my mum brought my youngest sis to the lion's Club family day outing.
there can bbq, play and have fun. at Kota Tinggi de waterfall resort.

then i went to have a nap le. just wake up nia.
hehes.

nth much to say le bah.

fallen.

2008-06-18T20:47:00.003+08:00

i'm back to blog cuz i have nth to do.
tomorrow i'm going to school to do DNT and start revising from then onwards.

yesterday,
was playing basketball with some noobies.
we were just playing for fun and occupying our time.
the opponent got one girl quite chio but on the other hand also got a super disgusting girl.
den jin sheng keep on act cute, he super high sia.
i just play around and fool those noobies.
den jin sheng kena shoot by another friend say hewant to go and woo the super disgusting girl. hahas. den jin sheng say me and gason's elder brother also got play why never suan us.
den the friend say me and gason's brother not so flirt. hhas.
hhas. just having fun.

oh yeah, i also finished one litre of soya bean milk and 500ml of japanese green tea. so full sia until cannot walk.

also very suey ah. i predict netherlands will win romania 2-0 but i never go buy lottery. if not i win money lor.....hais.

today.
james have to go jurong medical centre check up mah. den me and jin sheng follow and acc him lor. we go there the doctor say james heart got problem. we ot what sia den only he say not serious but need to come back on another day for further checking. after which went to hurong point which was on the other side of the road. den walk here walk there.
go and eat lunch.
den go home. sian
sit on the bus, den very cold. more sian
sleep on the bus. even sian
still raining. let me die
haven't reach woodlands. wah lao eh!
see girls. shiok! only a while nia
finally reaching woodlands. ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZ....can wake up le.
reach home and bath! yes! yes! Goal!
hahas.

very boring leh. about yesterday i just anyhow write the real thing not really that way la hehes
but almost the same.
the chio bu look nice but too bad she got stead. some more is stead with malay.
just kidding i swear not to find anymore zao bo liao. until i finish poly den continue with my legacy in search of a new life~

i want it to be better

2008-06-07T14:28:00.002+08:00

3 WEEKS NEVER BLOG LIAO

HAHAS.
because i took my laptop for repairs. inside got something dirty le den my automatic updates close. THIS WILL EFFECT MY SYSTEM BADLY!!!

now the laptop de HDD is fully reformatted. hais.
all my songs are gone. PSP ISOs also gone.
Songs gone nvm. but PSP ISOs gone.... ARGH!
all file size so big took me a lot of time to download de leh.

Today is FT island. One Year Anniversary! Congrats!
hahas.
yesterday on radio heard 2 songs from them.
Until you came back~
wah siok so nice! instrumental rock music! with electrical guitar.
that is Love!
hahas
actually i have nothing to blog today.
no inspiration.

i don't like to blog stupid daily life thingy.
if i blog like that, it would seem like a timetable.
If i'm dumb enough i would have to add in what time i went to toilet -.-
hahas.

SIAN! hahas.

BYEBYE.
maybe in one months time there will be another post.

broken bond.

2008-05-13T14:33:00.003+08:00

I'm just a Bond Destructor.
messed up everything.
i'm stupid.
dun wanna be invovled in it anymore.
Sorry, can't help it but give up being a friend

an empty day?

2008-05-07T21:32:00.003+08:00

AnnyunghaseYO!
back to my blog again.
Today i dun really have much to say.
but it is an empty and fun day bah?

Chem lesson keep on di siao teacher and azizah!
den MT lesson first to finish work again. talked abt the news and teacher's honeymoon and her life. hahas.
den POA. got to learn more. and finished the home/class-work.
after that went for recess. i was damn-bloody-stupidly-HUNGRY.
den asked the auntie for curry chicken, fish, potato wedges and patty. as this were the only food left on the menu.
I was eating halfway when the auntie pointed at me and asked whether i wanted extra curry chicken as she will throw it away if no one wanted it and it would be a waste.
den XJ want so i go help him take.
ZW walked passed the shop again ahahs. the auntie gave everyone a piece of fish fillet.
today so good. almost FREE for evreything!
den i go buy watermelon. after that was bloated so i gave my fish fillet to tariq.
HAHAS. i noe Tariq for 7 years liao.

Today Maths lesson i good boy. Ms Lim never scold. ^^
but samir made her eyes red? not my problem anyway.
i remember during sec2 i also made her that way once hahas.
den after school le. wanted to escape from the test but Xj want go test so i follow him because after that i need to go his house to transfer CROWS ZERO and SKY OF LOVE videos.
the Pretest ok la. not harder than O level. around 60% bah
den went to XJ house le. halfway met Wei jing den went along. at his house we 3 played MH2F.
[note** MH not = to Meow hui. BLEAHS]
hahas.
den after that wei jing and i go meet for another friend to eat dinner.
cos i xj call this friend out de. when we left den Xj reach. always late. bathe also need so long time.
haahs.
anything la.

den i accompany wei jing go da bao his brother de dinner, Nasi Pattaya.
after that jiu take 912 home le. wei jing walked home.
that is the end.
byebye.

heaven's say

2008-05-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm. this few days nothing to do.
Only play psp.
But, yesterday i very good boy. finished my POA before using internet. hehe.
GUAI KIA!
den while surfing the net. very sian den went to WIKIPEDIA.ORG and search for japanese and Chinese mythology. I am always keen about the stories and the beliefs of Chinese and Japanese Folklores and myths. interesting they are, I say. hahas
Den today morning, i woke up at 10.30am.
Everyone was in the living room making noises. So noisy sia...
was dreaming leh...a very nice dream....
NOT WET DREAMS.... Dun think until so WAI WAI hor.
WATCH KC MOVIES! Mulan! hahas. watched it with my youngest sis.
My other 2 siblings started their math tuition. i entertain my youngest sis. den ate my BREAK FAST. A ULTRA THICK DOUBLE LAYERED BURGER! WITH LOTS OF MAYO AND TOMATO SAUCE!
hehe. so delicious de neh~

2PM i left to go SG. Finally got chance to use my NEW wallet!~
hahas.
once i reached sg i went to james house, touch his head hehe. i broke his promise. i never cut botak. bleahs =P hu cares.
I'll cut it when it is my turn to go NS.
hahas.

den played MH2F with them again. wahahas.
after that e watched liang po po de old shows.
den left james house. a final goodbye....
hahas, sound so sad...... but not sad =]

went 338 bball court. they played basketball. i lazy to play. i scared later my skills too good for the opponent. hehe. im so BHB!
wakekekes.
den all the way until 8.30 only i went home.
right now blogging lor. as u can see. if u cannot den u

BODOH!!!

SIAN!

2008-05-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

argh! i don't know what to blog about!

sian la today. I used up my money so i had to starve during recess.
in class nth special. i dun wanna talk abt it.
so common.

den after school do DNT.
borrow money from Mr Loke.
go eat lunch.
only the burger stall open.
ordered burger with fish, egg and chicken.
with lots of chilli sauce!
den after that still very hungry den order FAN CHOY.
squeeze lots of chilli sauce over it also!
hahs. den drank a cup of blueberry juice.

after that go home le.
wah sian. Go back to Malaysia de shi hou hor sibei tired ah....
so sleepy, nearly banged my head into the front seat. lucky no one was sitting there.
den listen to songs with psp. KOREAN JAPANESE only. NO CHINESE songs.
from 4 until 7 leh. wah 3 hours den i reach Malaysia de interchange den mum came to fetch me.
should have bought something cooling to eat.

Den now. blogging. stupid brother. use the com so long make till my HSDPA modem so lag and unstable. CBK!
NO father day ah. so dirty. use hands to eat noodles even tho there were chopsticks infront.
no difference from a pig. hais. what have i done during my previous lifetime to have such a filthy brother.

the crux here is that he nv changes. same as my father. 2 stubborn men who never think of improving themselves. Never think or concerned for their surroundings... hais. both of them so old le still dunno how to help to do house chores. Even washing of dishes also cannot handle....wah lao. waste human resource and natural resources, a burden to the society!

Lol. sian

2008-04-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

Wah today. i very sian den in class keep on di siao mrs soh.
hais,,, den MT lesson keep quiet and keep on doing the Compo. first to finish. and relaxation time~

Recess, i jumped down from the stairs and ran with full acceleration and hurt my thigh muscles. & ate alot. hahas.
after that MATHS! I Love IT +.+
Like Normal. i did the paper with Flow~ and anyhow answer. hehes.
forgot a lot of formulaes den no motivation.

after school.
went home.
prepared.
called my cousins to borrow badminton racquet.
they wanted to tag along.
when i reached the court. saw them playing.
den my cousins reach. den play.
dun seem to feel that the others want to play with them. hais.
NVM. i won't play badminton anymore. emphasize on swimming.

To me. i feel the friend who went to play badminton, they feel my cousins are selfish.
on the other hand, i think my cousins are shy so they can only keep on playing and cannot associate.

After playing badminton, i and my cousin went o change and went to CWP.
he needed to collect his HP which has spoilt on 4th february... LOL YJ's Bird day.
So long den the HP got fixed.
hais. den we 2 go walk around wait for my elder cousin who just got released from army camp for labour day holiday. this guy is working as a web designer as well as serving NS. 2in1 hehe

We went to NOKIA service centre.
Asked for the service manager.
den my 2nd cousin and i watched from behind.
wah. my elder cousin hiong ah!
he scold the service manager until the head big big.
NON-STOP SHOOTING.
They sent the HP for repair for around 3 months le.
asked about whether the hp is fxed for 8 times.
and only now it is FIXED! wth.
This is not the problem with the HP.
This is the problem of not having good service.
den the manager bo bian give my cousins compensation, 1yr more warranty and a priority cue.
hahas.
but i think it is too little.

after that we went around thinking where to have dinner.
That elder cousin doesn't care about the price of the food, just the standard.
sian diao. we asked for 2 japanese curry chicken don and 1 teriyaki chicken meal.
wah lao eh. the japanese curry chicken sucks lor. not enough sauce. den the meat too hard.
hais.
after that we went home.

hais, now my leg is aching fom muscle tear.
and my foot go burned from the friction of running bare footed.
argh! always like this de.... damn.

wake up!

2008-04-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

I need a tight slap in the face to to wake up my consciousness....
Thinking but not doing.
Doing but not completing.

Today was very tired.
When i reached school, went to sit with zulhairi and shi kuan.
Sk was eating breakfast. Zul was listening to MP3 and sleeping. I took out chemistry and started doing. Chemistry must score at least B3!! But i want an A1!

Den Dnt lesson. Mr loke went thru on what we needed to focus on more of our Port Folio's.
Den left with 20 minutes, he let us chat and do our own things.
His a Funny Guy. Rich and Kind. hahas.
We talked a lot. den i was listening to FT Island's A Tear Flows and BoA's Be With You.
Den time's up go back for mathematics lesson.
ENLARGEMENT>.< stupid so easy that maths idiot teach until so complicated. make my friends gong gong~ This teacher is still young and cannot tolerate anything from us. But the irony is if she is still young he should at least be able to communicate with us in a better way. She talks like a man -.- What THe. TOOT TOOT

Recess.... I never bring Money den Borrow $2 fom Rui Wei and eat Laksa.
hope he doesn't charge me interest.

Suddenly thought of mother tongue.
I wanna do well.. but my chinese sucks.
B3 ah..
remembered on monday when teacher ask us to tell her our marks then she can record for our CA2, i go and give her all the fake marks. The marks i gave were lower than the ones i had. Totally busted. No motivation. bssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhh.

POA argh. how to do well lei? The people around me never help.
i wonder are they really my classmates or so called "friends".
Even im trying myself but most of the points i can get it.
So whats the point. I ask them question they never hear. FUCK

den VEd. sian suddenly very tired.
hais. den no mooooood straight away.
English also anyhow do.
cos i have sealed my mind away from english.
no more interest. the lesson is boring.
How i wish to bng the word 'BORING' to the teacher but im afraid of shattering annother heart of a teacher who has so much faith in you.

Finally Geo remedial. anyhow do, dunno why the others have to think so much over a question.
just get to the main points and u can score.
den i left very early.

the others? cramming?
relax and work smart but efficiently.

saying and not doing it again.
i have thought of jumping out of my window before.
the pain u receive from jumping down 9 storeys is nth.
u die once u land. no pain. and definitely not gaining anything.

Wow! interesting..

2008-04-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

Wah today super tired at frst is PE i ran around a lot. anyhow kick and hit the volleyball.
as a result Kelvin Eo Xiang Lin's Leg is once again injured....
hahas.

Den no english no Chem remedial! yesh!
hehe.

After school go meet Jin sheng. den XJ with us 2 go woodlands centre.
we wait at mcdonald until 2 den jin sheng go withdraw money and pay back to XJ.
After that go take bus.
Saw ah ma and her.... hais.. dun say le.
so unlucky.

De go meet Wei Jing and Gason.
Go to school frontgate, wait for Jia Yi.
den after that me, gay and wei jing play psp together.
den jS anyhow run like wild boar.

DEn the arguement started...
we 3 go there watch.. wah lao the girl de stead super noisy sia... shout so loud at my female friend... den gason shout at him, " eh dun zi zi dian dian hor. they are girls ok. dun think only u can shout i also can." That girl's stead d sound suddenly lower liao. some more talk nicely sia.

den got another pai kia.
yucks.... he walk pass her stead.
the back.
den...... arg.....GRAB the ass of her GF sia.. den the girl like dun care. just adjust her skirt..
Gason and I saw le sian diao. !O.O!

after that they finally come to an end den before they left... the paikia hug her GF tightly and squeeze the ass again.. =.=
and he gave a horny look at the gf somemore with his eyes looking at the boobies.
what de.

buey tahan. we all sit down and drink water.....
after that walk home den underneath Jia Yi's Block me and JS chat.
Den JS call Christiana Bong come downstairs. den he and Bong chat i play Monster Hunter.
hehe.

after that bong ask me stupid questions... den all the way i no emotion de.. hahas.

den go home le... wait for bus so long. MAS SELAMAT!!! i wish U Selamat being captured.
den wait for so long for the bus.

Byebye.
Be happy!

Time

2008-04-27T12:57:00.002+08:00

To comprehend the value of one year, just ask the students who have failed for their entrance exams.
To comprehend the value of one month, just ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To comprehend the value of one week, just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To comprehend the value of one hour, just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To comprehend the value of one minute, just ask the people who missed their stop on the train.
To comprehend the value of one second, just ask the person who managed to avoid an accident just in time.
To comprehend the value of one-tenth of a second, just ask the person who ended up with a silver medal at the Olympics.
The hands of the clock will continue ticking.
Therefore treasure every moment you have.
And treat today as the utmost gift you'll have.

This quote was from a character in a drama who is about to meet his end.
Friends please value every now and then.

Today i really have nothing to blog on.
later will be heading to Singapore.

Even if u are facing the last moments of life.
Live happily.
Don't be like me a saddist. hahas

Classix

2008-04-26T10:24:00.002+08:00

Uhhhhhhhh....
hahas. sorry eh. ytd i say i will online at night to somebody but i end up sleeping all the way to morning 9am.
hehe. PIG!
Sian lei....cos of headache again i am sleeping so much. my brains are gonna rust le la
hmm english paper. what the FCUK.
Paper 1 sian diao what is speech?????
paper 2 How to do summary?????
argh....diie diie diie!

I saw u looking out of the window? Looking for Inspiration?
Thinking?
hahas.

During the 2 papers i drew two manga drawings.
wah long time never draw liao sia.
wanna see ask me for it.

i remembered learning how to draw manga when i was in primary 2.
LOL. hahas. everything started out with dragonball.
wheeee~ feel so relaxed when i am drawing.
drew one devil. Drew one electrical Guitarist.
The guitarist very cool. NYA!
hahas

Den after the papers go home. wait for 911 so long den i go take 912.
Saw my class de three aunties go KFC i think.
den on 912 infront of KFC i saw YJ.
hahas. all the aunties like to hang out at the same place? duh....

after finishing all the preparations i went back to malaysia liao. den MAMA go sarawak after that. unlike some people who dunno how to concentrate go and do other things, i prefer to go and sleep. hehe =P

So stupid.

2008-04-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAHAS HAHAS HAHAS.

I am stupid i am stupid.
Stupid in the sense of not knowing when is prelims.
Only until recently some 'friend' told me.
Woots. Today MT paper was easy for paper 1 but tough in paper 2
Talk about lee hsien loong. WTheck.
Who wanna listen him talk.
while reading my eyes keep on shutting and opening.
cannot concentrate.
den anyhow do. cos i saw MR LEE HSIEN LOONG'S face in the paper.
his eyes also so small...make me wanna sleep...
I'm hallucinating again. argh!

Hmm. den paper one im not really good at it. cos forgot some of the main points.
hehe, den listening com. wahs. i am the most wanted criminal liao so cool man =/
Kane, Shaun, Steven, Nicholas, Zong Wang and desmond got called by LIN DA WEI.
den when LEE GIA HWEE come to the back i ask her why is desmond why not me. hahas.
den another round of announcement.
this time i kena liao! yay! yesh!
I raise my hand sia and smile. so BHB de wor. I very cool de man.

Den after finishing the homework fter school around 2.30 den go eat with Kane and Shaun.
after that we went seperate ways. they went to Zulhairi's house while i on the other hand went home.

So tired. the sky was somewhat dusky seemed like it is gonna pour again.
hahas. den walk home so cool also. can match with benson de wind. hehe.
was holding my psp and listening to songs. BHAM BHAM BHAM!
All so heavy.

after that was waiting for some people to online. den read comics den fell asleep fall way.
as u can see my life at home sucks.
NO life!

No blogging lor.
duh... why so sian de.

My friend say she getting more chio yr by yr sia.
I have nth to comment about.
But my mind knows that,
her beauty comes from within not her exterior.
The brilliance only glimmers in the dark where a tender heart exists.

hahs. kay~ go revise abit lor.
tmr english.
classmates always say my english above their standard.
It actually brings down my moral.
Now i lack confidence.
i need motivation.

Anyone can cheer for me?

undone.

2008-04-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

The distance is finally unretractable.
No more faith.

just boredom.
I cannot stand the english lessons.

Today went to swim.
den ate dinner with zulhairi and hock boon.
after which went home.

and now im here blogging.
I have nth to write of.
I not in the mood anyway.

I can see what i want, but it is impossible for me to achieve.
my dreams are greater than those of typical noobs.
The distance between me and the sky.
But the sky is infinite in length.
There is no possibilty.
i m not possible.

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过各自回家的路
试着不再难过变得成熟
是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走那只是个感受
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我不说穿了
不要结果不伪装了我的难过

sorrow-filled.

2008-04-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

3 days since the end of SUPERTEENS camp huh.

Well, overall it is great. It was also brain-washing us but positively.
Dr Ernest Wong, maybe one day i will be the next you? hahas. by then i will earn big cash and relax. I think Ken and peter are almost reaching to their First One Million Dollars.
Learnt some marketing skills from Ken. And from Peter, how to establish ur own route to success early.

Quite Encouraging.
First day of Camp was fun.
Second day we all had a scolding to wake us from the nonsense we always had.
Den everyone had their bad habits and behaviour named out.
Some were introverts, some are pure laziness.
Mine was the feeling of being inferior to everyone because there is no existence of me in the class.
After that we all had a glance of the most important person in our live.
OURSELVES.
I didn't think i was the most important. i thought everyone around me was important.
including my nemesis.
Although it is a pain to accept enemies they are still considered important.
Some Of us cried. but Not me.
I was running thru my memory lane.
I found my Dad slapping my Mum.
I saw my Mum crying because of me and my siblings.
I saw my Dad cried for the first time in front of me when he sent me to the hospital.
I saw my Dad caning me and whipping me with the buckle of the leather belt.
I saw my homework thrown into my face.
I saw my Mum protecting me from the torment of my Dad.
I saw no happiness.
My childhood was filled mostly with tears.
I was an unhappy child.
friends in kindergarten will sometimes avoid me too.

I picked up violence.
I talked about killing the malays in kindergarten and was counselled by my headmaster.
My brain was corrupted by filth.

The last day of camp.
I saw fellow school mates with their parents.
I was without my parents.
FINE.
things became interesting.
Ernest started talking.
Saying hu hates the nagging of their parents.
i was the first to raise my hands also....Lol everyone in front laugh.
Funny, some parents incorporated to his show.
He asked what occupations we wanted what grades we aimed for.
he tot i wanted to be a entrepreneur but i never stood.
den i said my main objective was being a Petroleum Chemist.
Hahas den he ask hu wanna be petroleum chemist.
only i stood up. everyone applaud.
hehe. so paiseh.

He started to talk about his past, about his dad.
Same as me he hated his father.
then. he acted in a skit.
about how to lecture ur son/daughter. the sound effect oh gosh. so cool. i also can make.
Den demonstrated some skills.
and reviewed on what we learnt for the parents knowledge. -.-

Finally the high peak.
Those whose parents were there had to reach out to their parents, and say that they love their parents.
then, for the students.
We walked to our respective teachers.
I solo say ' i love you' to MDM ROSNA sia!
whahas. so pro.
den shook hands with Mr loke[DNT]
and thanked him for the moral support he always displayed to the DNT students.

After the closing ceremony went to find wei jing cos he birthday.
a lot of people gather together. hahas.
den i walked home around around 12.30am

Saturday went back to malaysia.
No traffic Jam.
Hmm. Cos my aunt and her BF visited so my mum brought me along for lunch, hehe cos i also haven't had breakfast and lunch mah. xp
den we went to the traditional restaurant where my fathe rand mother went before i wasn't even borned into this world. Hhaas. Chicken Cutlet with 2 eggs. Lol the egg and chicken so big piece.
After that go to the very old liao de confectionery. there they still using charcoal to bake loathes.
so nice the smell. FRESH!
den ate nasi lemak again. opposite to the confectionery. hahas.
a very nice environment.
Next time i also wanna bring my very own girlfriend there. but still have a long way to go. bleahs.

Went home never online for one whole day.
den i go sleep le.

Yeah~!
all done.

Today. hmm. nth much i never eat for recess cos of the excessive dashing during PE.
English lesson wanna sleep sia so super de sian lor. grrrr.
not interesting at all.

good day.

2008-04-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

Today was fun.
i resemble Dr Ernest sia. as if...... -.-
den the whole day listen and take notes.
hahas. My Sweets all eaten up....
have to buy more tomorrow. hehe.

after hearing the talks.
I wanna exile myself from relationships.
Until i finish NS! hahas.

Nothing to say.

I dunno which group im in... what should i do?

baka me.

2008-04-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

The Fourth resembled the first.
But loved the fourth most.

Nothing can restrict me from doing so.
anything can destroy it though'

Jealousy kills.
Heartless&Loveless.

But somehow i only feel the flame with the fourth.
this piece of mind is warping from time to time.

Tomorros Superteens camp. sian.
waste time sia.
morning till evening 7pm
hais. sure tired tired de lor
if can i wish to send her home.
FAT HOPE hahas.

byebye.

out of this world

2008-04-14T20:37:00.002+08:00

today. woke up and was quite energetic. never really think much whether i wanna go school or not. after washing up and wearing my uniform i went to pack up my stuff.
set the time. put on some wax.
go school. 6.35am.
Today got Oral. I dunno.
den still got stupid chinese compo writing competition.
wtf. no interest. this competition never ask for permision den make us do the work.
Fcuk.
PE lesson run like a pig. No strength and stamina. -.-
Recess took the whole 20 minutes to finish my food. so slow the girls eat faster than me.
English TMD. my headache starts again. always on the same spot. can dig it out? LOL
den lay my head on table without jotting down notes.
MT omg no mood la. the headache is getting severe.
my brain gonna burn liao. den keep quiet do the work by myself. sure write out of point di. den first to pass up dun need to care so much about homework le. hehe.
after that go Combined humanities- Geography. MY so called favourite subject. [as if -.-]
Mdm Radha never come so we all go 5s2 there den teacher relief us. i read comic. denn desmond commented that de comic very violent. blood here blood there.
hehe. i enjoyed it.
i love red colour and thus, blood is my favourite too.
SS do the worksheet de peer marking.den after that go sit with Lina. Wha! we go 4/5 for the last week de question. all answers by me ^^. Lina never gong xian. she was blur blur. but better than sotong.
Somehow the next question we got stuck cos she wrte everything the other way round hahas.
so clumsy but fun. i can say she is dense bah.
After that go out eat lunch with Xj.
The Nasi Pattaya. wah the egg quite nice. the fried rice all warpped up by the egg. not too salty or spicy just nice.
hais.
recently, i am totally left out.
dun wish to share with friends anymore.
no use sharing when there is no relations to what they are doing.
my thinkings and the things i do are always away from what others think and act.
I'm different.
DIFFERENT IS THE WORD. I miss 2s1 buddies.
NO longer LIKE before.

My fren lost a mate.
I lost mine long ago.
i had the same feeling after my fren broke up.
i flt he was having a replay of my history.
the DIFFERENCE was he had the right to be angry above all.
i at that time couldn't even be angry, happy nor sad.
just a nobody. Heartless&Loveless.
i was again lost in the space of time for the moment.
where is the special happiness.
NOWHERE.

Now my fren has crossed all borders to forgive his EX.
They have patched.

I felt even stupid.
the mind ocean of mine is as deep as the black sea.
He found his shitfting-Freedom.
I prolonged for this tower of isolation.

GoodLuck My friend.
make sure she doesn't take u for granted.
hais.

tiring. enjoying.

2008-04-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

Friday
went back to malaysia.
Den at night nothing to do. just keep on coughing out the phlegm.
hahas.

Saturday.
woke up around 9 plus.
den found out the container i use to cough the phlegm was filled up. Greenish. Gross. Disgusting.
yucks.
den go wash up.
after that had breakfast...... at around 1p.m.
den go out with my family [without my dad cos he at vietnam]
sent my younger bro and sis to the art academy liao we go shopping. hehe~
Went to see wallet. den my mum and sis go look for clothes.
later i remembered that i will be swimming more often den my mum buy me a pair of wet shorts [something like board shorts]. At the shop saw lots of nice clothings, so nice sia. quite cheap also. all imported.
den go popular. hehe. i was standing there like a kindergarten kid watching POKEMON THE 10TH MOVIE >.< wow. but was really nice hahas. den found the DVD of PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN... den mum buy and go home watch. nice sia the japanese drama. den very funny also.
at night never eat dinner. mum made noodles with char siew pork!~ extremely platable. u should try it.

today lei.
nothing happen cough out the phlegm again. but im recuperating fast. hehe.
eat breakfast den continue watching PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN.
den afternoon go take bus and got to singapore liao.
just now at CWP stupid sia. the person. at the interchange there de indian mama shop.
if it was the uncle he will find change. but his son.....wa liew~~~ everytime he deals with me hor.. he ask i got change or not if no change he will say ' er.. sorry ah no change' den won't think about anything to solve the problem. CB sia. stupid. BAI JIA ZI.
only noe how to sit there and play HP.
diao. his face macam de kind who always get beaten up by people.
and i am the kind who likes to beat him into lumps of meat.

grrrr. den was fed up go to Comics connection buy two comics and go 7/11 buy newpaper.
den go home.

CB BOY so lazy. lazy is useless. lan shi mei yong de.
he next time no father day. KNN.
i make sure his son and his grandson and his great grandson and his great great grandson and what ever will have all their lan jiao de skin circumsized till no hair can grow!

CCB!

clear view

2008-04-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

Fadhilah Azizah Me ZiHao ____ Tricia Steven Zongwang
Sidiq Rozmira Desmond Ruiwei ____ Samir Asri Namira Farah
Dilhani Shakeela Azruhil Zul _____ Sarah Nazirah ShuYi YiJia
YeQing MeowHui Yanti XJ _______ Madelline Irene Munirah Noriyah
____________________________ Lina ShiShi Hafez Tariq

^Our Class-seating arraangement.^
The first thing i did when i entered class.
i had a clear view on the class movements.
i was siting on my table with my foot on the chair.
Quiet and observing the people around.
Everyone was doing their own things.
Some were Eating.... those two behind -.-
some were reading....
some had their head laying on the table....
some were arguing...desmond and ruiwei hahas.

There was this special feeling. Is like everyone was in their own composure.
NO constraints.
and of course there is No DOUBT that we are 5s1.

for once i feel like a class.
Den mrs Soh came in. Whenever it was her lesson, i would try to be enthusiastic so she won't scold me. opposite from Zong Wang, he could sit down there and sleep with his eyes open. All kinds of sleeping techniques. AHHAS.

Den MT write compo. OKOK. but i lack the spirit to write what i think. but just copying my peers for the answer. Den i bo liao go write. "我厄杀了一个平白无辜的小生命，他连世上的山珍海味，美味佳肴都还没尝试就死了。"
i was writing about de bao zhang bao zhang de ying xiang.
but i write until like the child pity only because he never have the chance to eat when i had to write that he was very ke lian.
Totally no link to what i was writing!

PoA okok again like yesterday.
den geograhy test. wah sian ah never finish the paper.
nvm.

Now at home, have to finish the geography Mindmap that mdm Radha ordered me to do.
i am the only one who has to do that.. wah sian.
jiu ming!!!

i conceit.

2008-04-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

saranghae yo YO!

today is killing me.
the sore throat caused by my coughing has worsen.
i totally lost my voice.

When i reach school, go thumb in den met ZW.
my throat very pain so never join him in eating breakfast.
hahas.
During DNT, ZW zi "HI"
he sit like holiday resort. den make stupid sound.

ARGH.
Den is mathematics lesson.
wah cos i finished le, Miss Lim ask me to correct the answers.
okok la. mostly correct.
hehe. den she give me another worksheet... wtHELL.
i sian sian cannot do. see the question den straight away play jokes with rui wei.
wahhahas.
den sabo rui wei. he also need to do. hehe.

after that go recess....wah lao eh.
all the way the dinosaur and the sotong spouting nonsense.
then pat her head.
i buy small bowl de laksa cannot meh?~
after eating.. my throat more zao gao....
sian di lor.
zhen de shi tong dao hen gou li de lor.

PoA. wah theory...
nice lesson. i kind of catch the meaning.
i kind of like things on business hahas. maybe because of my father's genes.
den i like eating and cooking because of my mother's genes!
hahas.

SO BHB sia.
hehe. Chemistry ok la.
one thing very stupid lor.
steven call me den i look at him.
he use the flexible rule make the shape of the middle finger. __
den mrs soh saww and caught him. den steven volunteeer too sit on the floor.
i very suey ask to go answer the question on the board.
draw 2 times.

on the long long long journey home.... i bought some food and drinks.
den walking home. sian diao rain till very heavy. bo bian i walk slowly. Or else will slip and fall.
reach home den eat...
den lay on bed. think think think.
den watch japanese drama. so touching sia.... the guy went back in time... tried to change and change and change some crucial thing to make the girl who had always been by her side since childhood but he never realised to be his bride. He never succeed for almost everytime only untill the last time...

hais,,,,
bub-bye.
bye bbbbbbbbbicycle.

my 50th post.

2008-04-08T17:02:00.002+08:00

today was fine.
i was able to be a playmate of hers.
calling her names and joking with her.
hais, but still... weird.
NVM>.< try harder.
see her trying hard is always the best.

it was only until 'i' got a view on my past, that
i was actually too unconsiderate.
if there was just one more chance. i wanna make her smile.. framed in a beautiful photo.
ruthless decisions, led to destruction.

senseless.

2008-04-07T22:28:00.001+08:00

The Man is Woman's Last Love. The Women is Man's First Love.

After knowing a bit more i finally understood.
am i making u angry?
is my behaviour an eyesore to you?
please...

headache arh

2008-04-06T20:20:00.002+08:00

ytd after finishing messaging with her, I GOT HEADACHE. DEN FEVER>.<
Wah Lao eh. den the whole night nv sleep well.
keep on crawling in and out of the bedroom to drink water and use toilet...
grrr.
den today morning... dun have the appetite to eat sia.
den sit there watch tv till 11+
den bath.
den head aching again den i go sleep until 3 pm.
den eat lunch.
hahs. the curry super hot. My mum long time never cook curry le. den cook until extremely spicy.
diao.
den i eat some pills. the pain is killed off.
but now feels like a bolt is stuck in my brain.
wah pain pain pain....
byebye i go eat pancake le..
WATCH DEATHNOTE!

poa haven't finish..... -.-

a message for you.

2008-04-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

maybe it has ended.
we will be friends.
good friends.
the feeling will fade accordingly.

I wish.
being happy comes from the inner heart not the facial expression.
i will only smile when i wish too. i will not try to smile.
Nephishesim of my emotions. hahas.
but how?
can't help it.
i need to be cold and caring at the same time.

actually i have nth to say.
just laugh all the way.

in the first place i wanted to play as the devil.
to make u hate me.
=]
but i was mesmerised by ur smile.

great choice

2008-04-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

all had ended well.
nice to say that i'm more relaxed.

now listening to Monday Kiz's latest album, Inside Story, which will only be released on 10th april.
hahas. but i'm listening already.
The album is filled with sentimental songs.
out of 12 tracks 9 are sentimentals.
1 R&B collaboration.
1 Intro music.
1 Outro music.

Nice!
hahas. but i'm so bored although i dun feel the burden anymore, the shadows are still bound to haunt on me. relaxed la, kelvin. hehe. study well. and don't think anymore.
i will never trust anyone else.
never fall for another.
until i become an ADULT legally.
'A' tear flows..

the stigmata of romance.
reproaching myself never helps.
byebye. ^^

courage and bravery.

my name.

2008-04-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

What Kelvin Eo Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

clueless.

2008-04-04T14:04:00.002+08:00

did you cry?
can you not hide every feeling from me?
this is the end.
but there might be a new starting.
Smile for me. is that ok?
take care.
i may be cold towards you.

i still am the same towards u.
i too dun like u to have tears rolling down your cheek.

gave in to myself

2008-04-03T21:18:00.001+08:00

GAVE UP!
ALL GONE.
I'm Pulverised by my own agony.

私は彼女を愛するが、彼女を憎む

2008-04-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

Today.
Ran 2.4km
injured again.
went home with zh.
bathed.
went to school by zh father's car.
ate during recess.
took 30 minutes to finish my food.

Wasn't feeling ok.
DNT.
put in a lot of effort.
could have finished the whole object if i had all the nesessary materials.
almost done anyway.

Before maths lesson.
A stupid bimbo stuck her nose into my matters.
made me no mood to do anything.
maths test.
gave every answer in reverse.
ZERO marks.
this time, this little women doesn't know the taste of playing with fire.
and kept on aiming the gun against me.

If i could just quit going to school.
this world would be totally clean from diseases.
PoA.
no intention to joke or answer anybody.
stupidity.
how stupid and stubborn can i go.

i'm just a grunt who can do nothing but watch.

subconscious.
i can't tell your intentions.
i cant feel.
i cant continue anymore.

Curry!

2008-04-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

The arm was inflicted with a razor
and the crimson liquid flow like the movement of the river plains.
Yet, the man kept on fighting leaving the sea of blood behind,
intact from the front.
The eternal bliss, like sakura flowers........ bloomed brilliantly.
till he become pale.
the uttering smile of joy become visible from the look of agony.

Sometimes, keep holding on is an achievement.
Again, embrace your dreams.

Ytd i asked someone of something. She replied me 'U BLIND AH'
den i replied.' LOVE IS BLIND'
HAHAS.

today wasn't a good day either.
stupid me.
Old le. not as sporty as before.
it was a total let down. hais.
went home and yet i couldn't sleep.
i'm too tired to close my eyes and sleep.......

Sian-ed.
bye.

once upon....

2008-03-31T23:25:00.002+08:00

Once, there was a boy.
The Boy had been happy for some time.
He lost it.
He felt like giving up and told the important person about his feelings.
The boy once again became happy and distressed.
But he lost confidence again.
He does not know the meaning to care, the meaning to see.
Indifferent to what ever he does.
Causing darkness to roam the land.
Where ever he went, no sight of live is found.
HADES.

Hais. Today very tired, long time never run 2.4km so seriously liao.
still can improve. if i never stop for a few moments i would've got less than 12 minutes.
hahas.
Den after finish running wahaha. she dunno how to kick the ball.
nvm. girl ma. at least she tried unlike other girls, who don't even give a damn.
Den play volleyball anyhow smack.
and then............my groin was injured cos Xj crashed into me.....
hahas.

Recess time was feeling nausea den i never eat.
Only drink.
after that english lesson i keep on saying rubbish to azizah
den give her all the wrong answers wahahhahas! i so guai lan.
Sian. Mother tongue. wah first time i score more than 40/70.
but the zhong he tian kong almost all wrong~ diao!

Geography lesson. Fcuk sia. Mdm Radha first thing start to scold people le.. sian diao.
Den everyone have to sit down and do thier work quietly.
hais, den ask tricia to teach me..
she got last year de geography notes from mr NG.
so good sia.

SS! mdm ng walk in and say postpone the test! YAY!
WTF in the end what can we do?
stare in space.
madam rosna give de worksheet i got all wrong hahas. so stupid.
NBCB. i have the brains of a bird.

Oh YA. i finally BOUGHT my CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK AFTER ONE TERM OF ATTENDING SCHOOL!
yeah. got improve hor. hehe

Lovers Again

2008-03-30T16:22:00.002+08:00

Lyrics again

On the first snow on this rustling town, I notice a sky blue scarf
When I turn to see a stranger's face, I hang my head down
Since you have left, it's the second winter in this tedious town
The burning feelings I have still smolder, never fading
All alone, the proof of love is covered by an obscure pain
Together, we can't continue kindly looking over each other...
My wish to meet once again is more lovely than the pain
So I'd rather have one hot moment than an eternity of lost memories
Ever since I said goodbye, I've regretted it so many times
If I could only turn back the time
As your lips slightly open, you whisper "I'm fine"
Even I realized it was just a bluff of courage
All alone, the beloved memories are covered by a miserable void
Together, we couldn't find the warm meaning of our feelings
I thought I could never love anyone again
But now I have a premonition of my passion awakening
If I ever fall in love again,
If we could meet again
I won't let go of that hand or lose my way
I just don't know what to say to you,
Without saying a word
My feelings are overflowing,
Get back in love again
My wish to meet once again is more lovely than the pain
So I'd rather live in reality than an eternity of lost memories
I thought I could never love anyone again
But now I have a premonition of my passion awakening

Last Night.

2008-03-30T14:22:00.003+08:00

It was well done.
The performance. Bravo~
CO crew, Choir members, Dancers and Band members.
They shine and made their mark in the Victoria Concert Hall.

Enjoyable.
hehe.
after the show went to eat supper with steven desmond ruiwei zihao and jinsheng.
After that walk with home with them den i went to take bus home liao~ so lonely. so i chat on the phone.
hahas.

Nth much bah. Jin Sheng keep on kb Shu yi's forehead....den Shu Yi dulan complained to me. hahas
what can i do?

Hmm, i dunno what else to say le... hahas.
hahas. My left hand rule.
wakekekes.

Intro myself once more?
My Name is Kelvin.
surname is Eo.
Studying Sec5
born on 7th august 1991 naked and crying.
Favourites:
food-chocolates, watermelon, Chicken Chop, Japanese curry Don.
Music- Wang lee hom, Girugamesh, BoA, Gazette, Lynch., NoGoD and et cetra...
hobbies- running, swimming, surfing net, most of all sleeping
consumer brands- Head Porter, Nike, X-Large, plastic, Sony
thats all...
but most of is that..........
i'm happy.
but sad too.
Sadistic happiness.

Forgiveness.

2008-03-30T11:17:00.004+08:00

曲名：分裂　　歌手：周杰伦　　专辑：八度空间

词：周杰伦　曲：周杰伦　编曲：钟兴民

坐着我的摩托车

载你缓缓的离开

考不上好的学校

可以不微笑就走

把手慢慢交给我

放下心中的困惑

雨点从两旁划过

割开两种精神的我

经过老伯的家

篮框变得好高

爬过的那棵树

又何时变得渺小

这样也好开始没人注意到我

开始没人注意到你我

等雨变强之前我们将会分化软弱

趁时间没发觉

让我带着你离开

没有了证明

没有了空虚

基于两种立场我会罩着你

趁时间没发觉

让我带着你离开

这不是顽固

这不是逃避

没人帮着你走才快乐

Nice Song.. but long forgotten

Loveless 4.

2008-03-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
the wandering soul knows no rest
Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return.

Discipline, Dreams, Honor

Love, Romance, Happiness.

=]
=]
=]
=]
=]

white banora

2008-03-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep even after i had switched off the laptop.
My mind was thinking of something...
Something i wasn't able to realise.

Den today was late for school because the alarm tone i set is BoA's My way, Your way.
Then hear liao feel like sleeping even more hahas.
Den tio detention... write 100 lines.

In school very funny. I started lesson with craziness.
I read until very loud.
Den go disturb rui wei they all
DnT, Mr loke never come so i play psp and surf net.
Online in Ebuddy. Chat with the sotong.
waahas.
Den after maths lesson, i found out that cats have bad eyesight during the day.
She can't even find her bag which was so big and beside her.
Then when i laugh her face go all red sia. like an apple.

Now at home very sian lor. dunno how to do PoA.
Later maybe going to finish my geography.
hehe.

SO cute. >.<

Loveless 3.

2008-03-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

WAR-torned body, struggling to be
deluged in shadows, outshine by the effulgence of others.
The brilliance of the Sol emits the tenderness for
the growth.

Buried to live in evil
my agonies torments my dead corpse.
unable to rest in peace
The Raven Loud Speakers altered my hearing

Maggots dwelled wiithin my veins.
preying, as i putrefy in affliction.
Disintegrating the organs,
The act of Decadence.

How i wish i was upholding the aegis to protect my surrounding.
Today is quite stupid.
woke up late rushed to take a bus. almost 7 a.m. le.
Phew~ lucky!
hahas boarded the bus and got to school on time.
Kelvin-kun! hahas don't oversleep le wor. will suffer de. Dumb ass.

wakekes.
the above word in red are dedicated to my sad lifestyle at home.
always nothing to do.
sleeping or waiting.
lazy to eat.
suffer alone.
hahas.
but this is nurturing me to be a independent kiddo!

Today in school so sian de.
During Chemistry lesson...
Sat on the floor.
Yi Jia and Shu Yi wanted to pass me the chemistry textbook cos got absentee in class den can borrow.
but i rejected the offer. I am guilty for not having the book.
and i hate the way when zh and steven said that i was sick and never came to school for 3 days.
It had no connection to this matter.

When i reached home i surfed the net and now i am still downloading ONE POUND GOSPEL's video
During the afternoon funny lor. cos i set alarm at 7 pm to wake up ma.
den when i woke up i tot 7 am liao den i tot late for school le.
wah lao eh scary sia.....
den i on tv check ....
diao going to be night not yet morning hahas.
i so toot toot de.

nth special anyway byes.

Loveless 2.

2008-03-24T15:13:00.006+08:00

You make me, fall in love.
you know it's hard to let go
i'll be dreamin' about the day we met
you made me feel special
it has to go
Smile~ yeah.

Would you be my friend?
hope you will. Always knew u wished to be.

But i'm sick.
I'm always injured
Away from the problems
=]
smile again?
yeah thats a nice song...
but would you smile?

u seem cheerful don't you.
since u hired tom.
i will hire harry.

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears

Time flows by
Remembering things from a distant past
On that day the stars
Sparkled more than anything

These fragile scattered thoughts
Brillant like a flower in full bloom
However,often we pass the seasons by

Meeting and parting
However,much we look back it's already washed away
By tears,and when
Will they flow so much i will drown
By thoughts of you

If i had wings on my back
I would follow you
On the thread of my memory
And hold you once more

really happy.
^^ i wanted to pat on ur head gently..
hahas.
u really worked hard.
There is effort.

My sis.hehe.

Loveless.

2008-03-21T12:30:00.003+08:00

“Even if there is no promise for tomorrow, I swear I will return to the place where you stand. A drop of the planet’s hope from ending land, the far side of the sky and the distant water surface becomes a secret offering. Loveless.”

Was playing final fantasy when i found this quote.
nice isn't it?

Never lost sight in your dreams if u were to succeed.
Giving up something is the tribute for the better

HAHAS. But in reality this never happens, do they?

sayounara.......